Random

Assalamualakum stranger(s) Oh my the struggle of waiting this website, line is so weak ! Anyways, I have no real purpose of making this entry so I will talk about random issues on my mind. Money issue has been on my mind since this last 4 weeks (a month I guess?) I started to lessen using money and it was rough and tough. It still is! We all know at some point of life when you stop asking money from your parents even though its still not the right time yet, we just think so because we dont want to be a burden to them. Money works almost everything. Alhamdulillah I passed my KUIS TESL interview and will be register on june 3rd. Thats one of my reasons to save money from myself and myself. Since kuis is an ipts , i need to use alot of money. I didnt make a loan from ptptn neither getting any pinjaman mara. Sigh! Mum disagree about making ptptn loan she babbles everytime I bring up the topic. At first, I refused listen to her because if I dont make the loan where on earth should I dig some money(if its that easy) from?! Like no way I would never ask money from them anymore, stop giving me your money . You need it . But whatever I say I knew I have no other choice but listen to them. I am 18 but not legally 18. I CANT DO THINGS ON MY OWN. I NEED THEM TO GUIDE ME and get green light then only things work smoothly. Money are probs and also the solver. Like I could imagine every single day I would spend time 10 mins thinking about money that my parents invest to made me a person with knowledge. Its better worth it or else i will be drown and die. Other issue is about upu. Its hard for me to share and confess this but I dont get any offers from them. NOT EVEN ONE. I believe that this happens because I got awful result. And I need to take it positively and end the conflict between my brain and my feeling. Well you gotta do control your brain when you are sad and gotta need the brain to think positive. Whats up with the feeling? I feel dreadful to let everyone down especially my parents. I need my brain to overcome this because my brain controls the feelings as well. MIND BLOWN. Lmao. So its a war and it will end soon, just soon. Everything will change i will change myself everything's going to be alright. I know. Last issue that I would share here on my blog its about preparing myself to change. It takes commitment, confident, connection, comedy, and cesungguhan (kesungguhan) they are my 5C's that I just made up. Oh my that is so random I am so brainy HAHA. But I genuinely have to make myself comfortable with myself, I am not changing for anyone else except me. Better change before its too late. I can do it. P/$ : leave a comment if you have advices and useful wisdom share them for me to use. I need em' thank you :)

TESL INTERVIEW

Assalamualaikum my reader(s) Today's post is about my TESL interview. my mum really wants me to study in this particular university college which is KUIS. So, the main purpose of this entry is to share about what the interviewer asked me and some tips that may help you if you are going to be interviewed. Before I start, my interview was unexpected. when I was in the kitchen, mum called me and told me *oh tomorrow you are going to be interviewed by KUIS*. oh ya, we were staying at my cousins house at seri kembangan, selangor(i live in kedah) because my mum has to attend this rehearsal organize by polytechnics bla bla idk. as my mother went back from the rehearsal she stopped by KUIS and asked about TESL because KUIS offers me foundation management and I wanted to change the course to TESL(obviously)/ So... it was seriously out of blue, they said I have to attend an interview by tomorrow morning at 10 am. wait, what about my sijil and stuffs. Fortunately, I brought my spm slip and important certificates coz mum asked me to bring it anywhere I go. but still I have not prepare anything. I started to made some research (lah sangat). thank you GOOGLE. and found numerous of blogs talking about interviews thank you to all of you, credits will be written by the end of this post. I decided to share this to help you as much as other bloggers shared to help me and you. why not? its a good thing. you guys can also refer to their blogs too. so, this is what I prepared(for a couple hours, I didnt have much time realizing I have to memorize them as well) :

 INTRODUCE YOURSELF/ EXPLAIN BRIEFLY ABOUT YOURSELF

 Thank you for giving me this opportunity to introduce myself. My name is siti ainul mardhiah. I was born in kuantan, pahang. I completed my schooling from SMK kulim. coming to my family background, my father is a pensioner of a private firm. He worked as financial controller. my mother works as an accounting lecturer. my siblings consist of.... my hobbies are singing and reading books. my ambition is to be an english lecturer. therefore, I will do my very best to achieve my ambition.


 WHY DO YOU CHOOSE TESL?/ WHY DO YOU WANT TO BE AN ENGLISH TEACHER?/WHY ENGLISH? / WHY A TEACHER?

 I choose TESL because in nearly every country on the planet there's huge number of people who want to learn english. Its the international language of business and commerce. plus, speaking it improves people's prospects. Next, by being an english teacher, I would be able to contribute to the nation by delivering english language to those in need. at the same time, I can improve my english skills. Besides teaching english, being a teacher can also help to deliver other knowledge that I learn with the students. Last but no least, I want to help young people understand subject that I enjoyed. 


EDUCATIONAL ISSUE, CURRENT ISSUE:

 (this is depending on whats going on at your time reading this) mine was'malaysia's higher education system world class'. malaysia's higher education is now on par with those of developed nations including the UK, germany and australia. idris jusoh said this was proven y the fact bla bla bla.

 AND THAT WAS IT, I DIDNT PREPARE MUCH. I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO WAS BEING INTERVIEWED ON THAT DAY. ONLY ME, NOBODY I CAN TALK TO EXCEPT MY MUM. HA HA. but, there are a lot of questions that were unpredictable : why do you choose KUIS? what do you think about students getting involve in politics? KUIS is an islamic university college I should have known!! she asked me to recite surah : AL-Alaq, Doa Qunut, Iftitah and :Rukun Iman, Rukun Islam. I am sorry, I couldnt recall rest of the questions. So, I hope it helps and good luck to you! 

APPLAUSE TO:
1) http://dalilahamidiary.blogspot.com/2013/04/pengalaman-interview-asasi-tesl-uitm-jb.html
2) http://www.job-interview-site.com/why-do-you-want-to-be-a-teacher.html
3) http://internationalliving.com/2013/01/6-reasons-why-teaching-english-is-for-you/
4) http://www.thestar.com.my/News/Nation/2015/02/21/Education-Malaysia-world-class-Idris-Jusoh/ 5) mum and my auntie yayyy thank youuuuuuuuuuu
#muahciked sorry for any grammar, spelling mistakes. kbye Ps: all you got to do is be yourself, the main point of an interview is to see how your personality is and how do you act on questions given. Who cares about grammar mistakes when youre going to learn it soon and they knew that. Wear nice clothes and dont forget to smile and be confident, I can do it means you can do it because we are all humans after all =)

SPM 2014!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Assalamualaikum my reader(s) Tommorrow is the day!! Takut, memang tak boleh hilang. I visited a lot of blogs with the same title as mine. SPM, once my sir said its sijil penentu masadepan. Yes you were right sir! Every second counts, never in my mind I would get straigt A's I know where my limits and I dont target grades that I knew will never be mine. Butterflies are seriously live in my stomach, they own a modern city and they flying around through my intestine that I want to make poop lmao. According to my trial results, ey ey ey nah i am not going to tell it here obviously, these grades that I got were not good. I can say its bad hehe but not that bad. Albeit I tried my best during the week of SPM still, if I passed chemistry sub would be so greaaaatttttt damn chemistry and I do not bond, we dont have that 'chemistry'. I can vividly remember the day of my sister took her spm results. here's the thing, she is witty she got all A's in upsr and pmr. SPM? 9A'S AND 1B+ there you go. Idk where the gens she got it from but holy crap man I cant beat her. My mum and dad were proud of her and didnt get the humiliation but they would probably get it from me. By that I mean people would not stop asking what do I got for spm or the often question that will be asked is "HOW MANY A'S DO YOU GOT?" Seriously humans wheres the humanity inside you why asks A'S what about the other alphabets or grades they are important too. You cannot spell GRAPE without G and E nor RAPE without A and E nor APE without P. K . My point is they need each other emmmmm. Its a joke danngg I cannnnnttttttt so scared. My heart is beating haha its beating unusual speed. I might get a heart attack. Avoiding listening to demi lovato. Krikrik. I cant say anything much right now. Trying to think positively is fuvking hard for the time being. For you guys who will take SPM RESULTS tommorrow. Good Luck to you! I hope you will be happy whatever Your result is. Its already done, its not the end of the world ;) P/s : heck y3ah im still scared asdfghjkl mind stop processing whatever youre thinking right now!!!!